a bitter end. - Behind The Light

I've been through so much. I've been here too long
Love wasn't enough. Truth was so wrong
There is something I need to leave behind
To tell myself it'll be just fine
It'll be just fine

I've been thinking of the end
Of the way I'll fade away and pay for my sins
Leaving behind all that I care about
My soul can't carry, on its way out

Whatever the ending, I cannot keep on hiding
These feelings that I held in all my life
It might be out of comfort, but I know it'll end my suffer
I must be brave and decide
Whatever the ending, I cannot keep on fighting
These demons that I keep inside

These demons that I keep inside

If I stay here till the end
Will I be saved?
Tell me where it all began, I'm behind the light
Tell me where it all began, and please don't you lie

Am I really behind the light?
I'm shedding my own skin
Get rid of everything

And I know
I'm done suffering
I'm done suffering

If I stay here till the end
Will I be saved?
Tell me where it all began, I'm behind the light
Tell me where it all began, and please don't you lie

What if I stay, will you tell me the meaning of my life?
I can shed my skin once I realize
I must let go of everything
My soul can't carry, on its way out

Whatever the ending, I cannot keep on hiding
It might be out of comfort, but I know it'll end my suffer